Oh my inner self!

 

How does it feel to have a feeling of not being smart enough and always doubting whether the things you do are getting their recognition or not?
How does it feel when you were self-sabotaging all these days but still standing at the same place where you thought you would learn more and improve your skills?
How does it feel when everybody around you has accomplished their goal, but you still there standing at the moments of self-doubts!
How does it feel when you really want to try more, want to push yourself towards your goal, and at the same time having a feeling of guilt for not moving forward in terms of activity?
How unsure, you feel when someone asks you what are you going to do the next day?
How does it feel when your heart never wants to carry such a susceptible soul?

How does it feel to be this miserable?
How does it feel to be this much of a self-destructive person?

Oh my, dear!
No one wants you to feel so
No one wants their one of a charm significant person to doubt on themselves!
You are smart,
Very much Talented,
And more of an optimistic Person
I know this is you!
And I know why you are overthinking all this,
Negative bias?
I don't see it here!
So who knows the way?
Were you expecting a solution?
A fact that tells you why?
I would say none
Other than one thing
Have you ever tried recollecting yourself?
How about this time?
One last time?    
                               -Vinitha Shirley